Looking back upon my course

I laid out a map of my journey in my mind tonight. I looked at where I have been and where I would like to be in the future. Looking upon this map I realized one thing, I am happy with my life. Could it be better? Hell yeah it could. I am not going to lie about that, but I feel far better than I have in the past five years. There have been times were I felt really shitty. I wasn't around my friends, I have no luck with women, and I at times felt I would be alone forever. These are foolish thoughts. I have worked hard to banish them from my mind. I don't dwell on these facts anymore. Someday I will be around friends (not really good at making them days but thats a fact), I will have a love in my life, and I will be around happiness.

I have seen some old friends a whole lot in the past few days. It was SUPER NICE. I haven't really seen them for that much time in well YEARS!! I would love to move up to be closer but it just isn't possible. I am sticking it out where I work till I can't take it anymore. I am a strong believer in that the good you do will come back and I feel where I am working I am doing good.

Well thats my current situation. As it stands we have smooth sailing, the wind at our back, and the sun in front of us. Till I finally hit the land of the rest of my life, I sign off.

Your captain,
The Urban Pilgrim